Another Meme

I am: one day older than I was yesterday

I think: people that can’t do two things at one time should stop trying (ex: driving and talking on a cell phone or with a passenger)

I know: that I am happier and more at peace now than I have ever been in my life

I want: people to accept me for who I am

I have: allergies to EVERYTHING except cockroaches (the one thing I wouldn’t mind being allergic to)

I wish: everyone was more accepting of others instead of judgmental

I hate: that people use religious labels like a security blanket (it’s all faith)

I miss: the Pacific Ocean and the California mountain ranges

I fear: I’m never going to learn all that I’d like to learn

I feel: like a square peg trying to fit into a round hole

I hear: traffic outside my office window

I smell: nothing. Allergies have my nose stuffed

I crave: acceptance and understanding (especially from my family but others, too)

I search: for the meaning of it all

I wonder: if I’m going to Hell because I don’t believe the same way my parents taught me

I regret: not voicing all my questions about religion as I was growing up instead of letting my family believe that I felt and thought the same way they do

I love: My family (those I’ve chosen as well as those I was born to)

I ache: in my neck and shoulders almost constantly

I am not: the person everyone thought I would grow up to be

I believe: that it doesn’t matter WHAT you believe, it only matters THAT you believe

I dance: like a geeky white man

I sing: all the time

I cry: when no one can see me

I don’t always: feel accepted around others

I fight: the norms set by my family

I write: to express myself because I can’t seem to find the words when I’m speaking

I win: by beating cars off the line at a stop light with my 4 cylinder Corolla (all the time)

I lose: my voice every time I’m around a dominating personality

I never: want my parents or co-workers to find this blog

I always: have to have the TV on for background noise if nothing else

I confuse: what I want to do with what I should do

I can usually be found: reading a book

I am scared: of the dark, of fire, of drowning, of being electrocuted when I plug anything in or change a light bulb

I need: caffeine

I am happy: with who I am

I imagine: a world with faith but not religion

I've stole this from Ty's Girl (see blog roll on the right). If you do this meme, please let me know. I'd love to read your answers.